escaping the world

a sad thing happened to me......

when you have no real fortune in life... the most valuable asset that a person can have are intangible items...  friendship...trust...reputation...honour..

i have been cheated numerous times in business....however there are four incidents that brought me a level 4 sadness... one of them happened last week..

i am a middleman...i arrange deals and receive commission for my work...  anyone would tell you that the most important element of being a good middleman is  reputation and connection.....

last  week...however the "victim" was actually a close friend of mine.... although i wasn't my fault i felt responsible for what had happened... and it led me into a great depression...i was infinitely sad..
i might lose a friend

i lost three friends  when...the previous.. went sour.....i dont wanna lose this  one.....but it doesn't look good... history will repeat itself

i'm in a sad mood....very very sad

world peace...

what will it take to get world peace...?

i have a theory...that it can never be achieve...

from my point of view.....there are only 2 ways we can obtain it.....

the first is that we have an absolute ruler that everyone follows...all of us will become its a slave.. no conflict can arise from it because....all of us have to follow order... i dont believe this can happen because history tells us that no matter how strong a ruler is..  there will be a faction that will oppose him or her...

the second is that everybody has to self govern themselves .. no government... no one to tell them what to do or how to behave...but everyone have to follow a golden rule.... be kind to others...

i have a formula...that can be use in the second scenario...

everybody...have to do at least... one good thing to themselves everyday...
everybody  have to do at least... one good thing to others every week....
everybody  have to do at least ....one good thing to their community every month
everybody have to do at least ....one good thing for their country every year
everybody have to do at least ... one great team for mankind in their lifetime....

and you have to do this without hurting others.....

if the modern society(with 4 billion people) can do this...i believe we will have world peace

...just imagine...everyday we will have great things happening

what.....

what do you want to be...?

how do you describe yourself.......? if you were to choose an item that could describe you....what would you be...?

me... if i would to describe myself....i am a candle.....i spend my life pleasing others...but destroying myself in the process......it is very stupid to be one.....

i wish i was a book....bringing joy to everyone when used properly...but maintaining oneself . it can also increase in value...if the book is rare a collectible.

if people starts telling you..being a candle is honourable ..dont believe them.....dont ever be one.....

do you remember...what kind of candle....you last burn...? does it even have a name....?

but people will remember the last book the read.....and the title...too

dont let others persuade you to become a candle..it is the saddest thing to be...

if more than 5 people request your help in a week.... you are on the path to become one.. stop and be a little selfish... or before you know it...you will only be ashes to
the world

big cock vs..fame and fortune

what do the girls wants...?

a big dick....or fame and fortune.....?  the real answer is both....  but  realistically.... only a few man in this world have both of them..

i asked the few female friends that i have that..question....90 percent told me they prefer the big cock....but in reality.....fame and fortune will triumph over a great big cock any day of the week...... the girls are only ashamed to tell me that they prefer fame and fortune...  because.  it shows their true.. nature.... their selfishness

most women  ..measure their level of happiness... ..with the things that they have....and the reputation...that they hold...status.    well ... it is not fair to just stereotype...  these fact to just women...some man....have similar...definition..of their happiness......  

i'm happy with the size of my cock...i've never compared them to anyone else...so i'm not sure  if its big..or just average......the only opinion i had about them came from the women' i slept with....

it is genetics... i guess for my race it is considered as above average.... some women that i slept with look kindda shocked  when they  unzipped my pants....some....didn't have an opinion(maybe they've seen something bigger...hehehehe)  if memory serve me right...only i wasn't able to please only 2 women ... the other 42..were left with a smile......and 2 got hurt.and couldn't walk straight..for a few hours.....(complaining that i was too rough...)....

my current number are at 45.....

first wife left me...because...of fame and fortune......my current wife.....is also seeking the same thing...and we are in the midst of a divorce....   my girl friend(when i was single...left me without looking back...for a guy that look like a bulfrog but drive a beamer........mmmmmmm   i'm starting to believe that there is a trend here

well it is only my humble opinion......

a guy with big..cock...is only a toy to women...something to scratch their itch with...but their heart...may stick to the guy with a big sports car...

modern society has become materialistic......that some of us has loss its humanity....

we invade and go to war...in order to obtain wealth.....  and we forget to love each other

in other words....they prefer fame and fortune...over a big cock..

what is the price...?

- what is the price of a litre of gasoline....?

several thousand human life......


- what is the price...of happiness....?

making a world of sorrow....


- what is the price of fame and fortune...?

oppressing the others around you.....


-what is the price of peace....?

infinite imagination